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S E R A B O T

itu perkataan yg paling sesuai yg bley aku gambarkan sekarang.

First thing First.

Aku amek Master.
Klas satu minggu sekali jep
so, mostly ko spent time kat umah

ape yg ko tahu pasal umah?
Bagi aku, umah tempat berehat,
tempat tak payah pk psl kije ape2, tempat untuk ko berfoye2,
makan banyak mane yg ko suke,
masak bende ape yg ko nak masak, buat bende ape yg ko nak buat, membace, menulis, melayari internet
yep. sebb aku budak asrama. aku budak kolej. selama aku belaja sepanjang hidup aku. aku takde kat umah. aku kat luar dari umah. maka pemikiran aku tentang umah berbeza.

Sekarang aku kne dok umah.sebb tade wet nak dok kolej. tapi nak soh aku amek master. soh aku amek biasiswa. Cakap memang senang. 
cube ko bayang acane perasaan aku,
meronta-ronta.xde ati nak wat kije yg berkaitan.lagi2 kat umah.
sume nih aku take time nak biasekan diri. ye la.
masuk2 umah, bayang kije pe nak wat. ko ta rase mcm tade life?
padahal umah tuh la ko akn dok selame2 nye. n yet ko pk psl kije.ape kesssss?

sekarang. aku wat master. Laptop adlah antara barang yang sgt penting dlm idop seorang student yg bergelar MASTER.
yep.Disebabkan kedegilan aku yg di atas.jiwa dan otak yg x serasi bersama. menyebabkan LAPTOP DELL aku menjadi mangsa keganasan mereka.
Dibiarkan semalaman tanpa rehat .
sangat kejam.
Maka, Laptop ku mula membuat perangai pelik dan meronta-ronta.
seperti. desktopnye HITAM. gelap.Sunyi.
Apekah?

OOOoOoOOOOO... Allah.....!

Plus dengan, situasi aku yg kini masih dalam transfer program. ko bayang eh. Minggu ke 5 baru ko jupe sv ko. n yet.
senang jep konklusi. awak wat review ttg plant nih.blablablablabla..
ape aku wat 5 minggu sblom ne? xde hasil?

OooooooOOooO Allah...!
ok. tape. positif thinking. i got new knowledge from this kind of way.kind of weird but just accept it.
no big deal.

but there is another problem.
HANDPHONE.bley x. xde aral melintang.aral menegak.
CHARGER buat hal. n then what? BATERI MATI . xleh ON laa jwbnye.

OoOooOooo.. Allah..

Give me strength.please.

Plus. parent always argue their finance in front of their children. I dont think that is the best way to settle.
It just gives burdensome to your child. i know children must be aware about this. But don't u think other ways to settle down? consult.not by yelling with each others in front of your children.

I know. i know.i know. there is some problem finance. but what can I do?
I dont have money.
But I need to focus study so that i can finish my master early and help you with other jobs that i get in the future.InsyaAllah. but now. I need to focus. Please. I am weak. i do know that I'm weak enough to do this study at home. but Please. do respect me when I have the courage to do that work. 

OooooOOooOoo... ALLah..

please do help my parent with their financial matter.

Amin

p/s  Is the topic related with the content? naaa..i dont think so.huhh

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