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Salam,

Sejahtera kepada semua,

25 tahun

1/2 dekad telah ku lalui.

Syukur pada Mu ya Allah, ku masih diberi peluang untuk menghirup udara segar di atas bumi mu ini..

Sekejapp betul masa berlalu, aku masih ingt lg saat aku menyambut hari lahir yg k 10 di taman tasik titiwangsa, memakai gaun yang kembang, ta pernah dipakai oleh org pada zaman tersebut.

MAsih segar di dalam ingatan ku ketika waktu matrik, kawan memberi kejutan ddengan membawa kek masuk ke dalam bilik..ketika itu, aku hanya berusia 18thun sahaje...

Betapa cepat masa berlalu...

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RamaDHan..2012

Salam sejahtera kepada Blog ku yang berhabuk..
ape khabar?

moga sehat hendaknye..kepada kalian yang membca mahupon yang tidak membaca..

Alhamdulillah...bersyukur kepada Allah..
aku diberi kesempatan ini untuk menikmati Ramadhan mu ya Allah..
Ampunkan segala dosaku yang telah ku lakukan selama di dunia ini..
Ku mohon padamu ya Allah..
Mudahkan lah perjalanan ku di dunia ini..

Aku sedar..
aku semakin menjauhi diriMu ya Allah..
Aku semakin hilang di pandangan Mu ya Allah..
Diriku yang menyebabkan semua ini berlaku..
tiada siapa yang patot dipersalahkan..
melainkan diriku...
Ape yg telah ku lakukan..selama ini ya allah..


Andai diriku tidak bernafas lagi pada esok hari,
ku mohon ya Allah..
ampunkan lah dosaku ya Allah..


BUMI BERPUTAR DI PAKSINYA..DENGAN IZINMU YA aLLAH..
Aku bernafas di bumi Mu ini Ya Allah..atas kasih redhaMu ya Allah..
Aku diberi peluang merasai nikmat di atas hidupmu ini Ya Allah...

terima kasih ya Allah..



AllahuAkbar..

hari ni aku rase macam banyak melukan hati orang sekeliling aku,
bukan satu mahupun dua, tapi 3 dan lebih..

Ya Allah, satu dosa, melamabgkan setitik hitam di hati, kalo 3 atau 4 untuk satu hari,
kalo satu minggu dah 21 titik..
kalo sebulan 90 titik..banyaknye...

Ya Allah..semakin hitam hatiku ini..

Research

Research

Yes.

I am in the middle of research.

Why I have to stop?

Why I'm so lazy?

You dont have a clear mind as usually people say.

But, the emotionally to get inspired become lacks when my co SV not around.

But you know what.

I have expected this situation will come later.

and now this is the time.

the time that I need to be independent.

I 'll try my best here.

May Allah gives me strength and rahmah in my daily life.

Amin.

Insyaallah

Smartphone

Salam Sejahtera.

Smart phone make you addicted.
Smartphone makes you closed to other people.
Smartphone is free to connect with other when you can online.
Smartphone make you not focus.
You can focus without smartphone.
You can get what you want without smartphone.
However, smartphone will make your 'live' communication become bad.
You will be closed with far people, but you will become far from people that surrounds you.
You will ignore people opposite you, besides you.
You are playing without exercise.
You are expose to radiation more often than usual.
Your mind become so closed, can't really seen what happen to the outside world.
You will become jealous with instagram.
You will feel down, when people not really online or can't reply your message.
Then, finally you realize,
what do I do in my life?
try to compare your day without smartphone back then and now, when you have one.
Is it bad ? or not bad?
is it worth buy or not?

For me,
I need to be disciple in order to control the behaviour for looking and try to hold yourself without being too sociable.

Please.
Forgive me Ya Allah

Regards.

Motivated vs demotivated

Salam sejahtera,

Moga kalian baik dan sentiasa berada dalam rahmat-Nya selalu. =)

De-motivated

Hp.sd card prob. wat hal taleh transfer k lptop.
Lptop.bervirus. merbahaya.
bapak punye laptop pon kne virus. laptop kne virus simpati jd lebih. dulu da bawak pegi betul.patu kne balik. sakit emosi.sakit otak pk.risau terlebih. sbb pe? mgkn dosa pon terlebih. sbb tu jd mcmni.
Balasan katenye.
Writing kne submit. ye. submit. submit. kenape nk cuak? mmg da mase kne anta pon.
mgkn sbb tanak rase risiko tu lagi. maka sambil lewa. tapi mase tak tunggu. n tarekh submit smkin dekat. n lagi dekat. lg stress. lg stress. otak penat. badan penat. mental leh jd ta betol.
bahaye.anda tade pilihan. anda memang kne buat. jika tidak anda gagal.
ye. walaupon tidak sempat habiskan bulan ini. anda kne berterus terang. bukan sembunyi di sebalik selimut yang tebal da tidur ta hingat dunie.Sile keluar dari selimut da berlari di luar kota.

Motivated.
Orang lain sanggup berpulun untuk cuba habiskan pelajaran sebaik mgkn. cuba survive untuuk bayar yuran pengajian. anda?
Orang lain hanya terpaksa makan nasi dan air putih sepanjang hari, tapi anda?
Orang lain bersusah payah menghitung hari untuk habis , tapi anda?
Orang lain terpaksa menghadapi supervisor yg tidak bersefahaman, tapi anda?
Orang lain banyak kali tu tajuk penyelidikan, tapi anda?
Orang lain dkejari hutang sekeliling pinggang, tapi anda?
Orang lain cuba sebaik mungkin untuk belajar tapi anda?

Ya Allah,
MAsih kurang bersyukur lagi hambamu ini terhadap nikmat yang telah kurniakan padaku.
Ampun Ya Allah, Ampunkan dosaku.
Bersyukur aku atas segala nikmat yang dikurniakan atas dunia ini.
Matikan aku dengan iman di dalam hatiku kepadaMu.

Amin.

Allah gives me warning . Alhamdulillah

Salam sejahtera.

selfish. ignorant. arrogant. delay. careless.extravagant.

Negative word.
Bad habit.
Not good feeling.
Syaitan like.

Yes.
i had feel those feeling nowadays.
I know. It is wrong. But you will not noticed until there are an effect after you had those feelings.

Yesterday.
I've got warning from Allah.
Because nowadays I am too comfortable with what I have.
I start spend money eventhough that is not what I need. That just what I want.That was nafs playing part.
The result was I'm not satisfied with what I had buy.

Second.
I'm going to shopping mall to finish the voucher book.
And the end. the date was closed.
this time I found that, I delayed the time when I should buy at the first place.
Again. I feel not comfortable.

Third.
I had buy latte drink on the same day.
and eat alone in the food court.
The drink that I had only take a few sip, I forgot to bring together with me and just left behind on the table.
When I was realized, I was already at parking lot.
Again. I'm wondering, why is it happening in a row?
Yes, here I am being selfish. why? let just be  me and Allah knows about that.

Yes.
Allah gives me a warm warning.

I'm thinking that Allah shows His Power, when the things is not for you, it is meant not belong to you.
He can make you forgot only for a blink of an eye, and make you remember again, with a blink of an eyes also.
Yes. AllahuAkbar!

I've done a sin these days.
Ya Allah, please forgive your slave and clean my heart to be clean and clear from whisper of syaitan.
Please guide me Ya Allah.

Amin.