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Tariqa Naqsabandiah Al-Kholidiah
Markas : Kg. Melayu Sri Kundang, Kundang, Selangor Darul Ehsan

INILAH SALASILAH TARIQAT NAQSYABANDIYAH YANG TURUN DARI BABUSSALAM TANJUNG PURA (LANGKAT), SUMATERA UTARA INDONESIA.

1. Saidina Jibril
2. Saidul Mursalin Saidina Muhammad s.a.w.
3. Saidina Abu Bakar as-Siddiq
4. Sheikh Salman Farisi
5. Sheikh Qasim b Muhammad bin Abu Bakar as-Siddiq
6. Sheikh Jaafar Siddiq
7. Sheikh Abu Yazid Thoifur Bistami
8. Sheikh Abu Hassan Khorqoni
9. Sheikh Abi Ali Farmidi
10. Sheikh Abu Yaqub Yusuf Hamadani
11. Sheikh Abdul Khalik Ghujdawani
12. Sheikh Arif Riyukuri
13. Sheikh Mahmud al Anjari Faghnawi.
14. Sheikh Azizan Ali Ramaitani
15. Sheikh Muhammad Babus Samasi
16. Sheikh Sayyid Amir Kullaal
17. Sheikh Bahaudin Shah Naqsyabandi
18. Sheikh Muhammad Alauddin Attori
19. Sheikh Yaakub al Charkhi
20. Sheikh Nashiruddin Ubaidullah al Ahrar
21. Sheikh Muhammad az Zahid
22. Sheikh Darwis Muhammad
23. Sheikh Muhammad Khawajaki al-Amkanaki
24. Sheikh Muhammad Baqi Billah
25. Sheikh Mujaddid Alaf-thani Ahmad al Faruqi as-Sirhindi
26. Sheikh Muhammad Maksum
27. Sheikh Syaifuddin
28. Sheikh Nur Muhammad al Badawani
29. Sheikh Mirza Mazhar Shamsudin Habibullah Jaanijanaani
30. Sheikh Shah Ghulam Ali Abdullah Dahlawi
31. Sheikh Dhiyaa'uddien Khalid Kurdi
32. Sheikh Abdullah Effendi
33. Sheikh Sulaiman Kurumi
34. Sheikh Sulaiman Zuhdi Jabal Qubais
35. Sheikh Abdul Wahab Babussalam Langkat ... Sumatra.... 1811-1926
36. Syeikh Umar b Muhammad. Lepar, Pahang 1936
37. Syeikh Imam Haji Ishak b Haji Muhammad Ariff al Rawa Surau Jeram Bangkin, Dong, Raub.
38. Sheikh Dr Jahid Sidek Sri Kundang.

Murshid:
Shaikh Dr Jahid Sidek

Markas dan Pusat Suluk:
A91, Kg Melayu Sri Kundang,
Tasik Biru Kuang,
48050 Rawang,
Selangor Darul Ehsan
03-6034 1204 (Rumah)
03- 6034 4772(Pusat Rawatan)

Cawangan:

• Kg. Sungai Kayu Ara, Damansara.
• Sg. Cincin, Gombak.
• Kampong Dalam,Kuala Terengganu.
• Johor Bharu

dipetik dari laman web : http://jalansufi.com/Naqsyabandiyah/naqsabandiah-al-kholidiah Penerangan dari Tuan Guru Dr Jahid Sidek berkaitan mengesan kebatilan seni bela diri di laman web berikut : http://naqshabandiyyah.blogspot.com/ Antara penerangan ceramah yg diberi oleh Tuan Guru Dr Jahid Sidek: http://alexanderwathern.blogspot.com/2011/08/intisari-seminar-tasawuf-dan-tariqat.html Ceramah yang diberi oleh tuan guru : http://www.youtube.com/user/csimsian Blog yang berkaitan dengan tarekat : http://afifi-an-naqshabandi.blogspot.com/2011/10/sheikh-dr-hj-jahid-bin-hj-sidek-al.html Testimoni rawatan islam di pusat rawatan islam Manarah: http://imanarah.blogspot.com/p/testimonial.html Laman web facebook berkaitan kuliah agama bersama tuan guru : https://www.facebook.com/KuliahTasawufDrJahid Laman web pusat rawatan Islam Manarah: http://binabudi.wordpress.com/primanarah/ Hanya keredhaan Allah yang ku mahukan. Tamat

R.E.S.E.A.R.C.H

What do you think about research at the first place?

I think about...

Laboratory
Research proposal
Grant
Labcoat
Table of Result
SPSS

What happen when you are doing your research?

Now, I'm think...

Doubtful
1 day at lab without eating- eating alone,start to feel lonely, as you are doing your research alone
not talking to anyone in 1 whole day, because no body at lab that you can talk to
progress meeting- want many2 result without think the reason behind result
presentation- slide show was done by 1 day before presentation day
result-standaard error high-not what we expected it to be-so many2-but not logic
REPEAT-again and again
not enough sample-doubt, whether sample enough or not
contamination-not realize,not read enough and start notice sample already grow mold
discussion- want to discuss but really hard to discuss
Literature review-need to read2 more
JOURNAL- already bulk in the computer, but not sure whether already read each of the one or not.


After doing research...

-will be continue later...

Single?!

Everything happened for a reason

Salam,

just want to let it out to the world,

whether have you ever experienced, at once, when you have realized, you are wasting too much time, than you want to change and do good for the future, However, at the same time, there will be one thing always on your way when you try to change for something good. You try to focus on one thing. You trying to do one thing at a time.
But, at that precious time, there will be always something to shaken your determination, your focus, your new ambitions, just at that time.

Why is that happening ya Allah?

When times goes by,

Allah really did permit something happens for a reason,

As for today,I would like to share about what happen to my day,

As I woke up today,

its already 7 and I feel very sleepy , however, I try very hard to be ready for the 1st day of the week,

I'm going to library and start my day by searching for previous thesis,

around 8.45am, I reach at the library,

however, when I start to focus and be very determined,

I got massage from my father around 9.58am, he said,

"Can you come back? I have meeting at KL around 10.30, I need to use the car (refer to my car that I drive)"

at that time, I sigh very hard because, I try to start my new day with the new things,

But things not really goes through your plan, because He knows the best for you.

I start to think and ponder, why it should be like this?

when I start to focus on my work, there will be one thing start to block me or disturb my way.

With the heavy heart, I'm going home.

When at home, My spirituality start to become low, I dont know why it should be like that,

I just spent my time at home, while waiting for my father and younger brother coming home.

My father back at home around 3.00pm,which I think it already late, as I assumed he will be back around 1.00 like that,

I feel very useless, when I'm not doing anything at home,and then come at that time, my younger brother call me to pick him up at shopping complex in Mines, Sri Kembangan..

Then, I bring my everything which included notebook, hand phone and wallet.

When I searching the wallet , usually i always put it in my back pack, so that when I want to buy lunch, i will search at tthe same place, however, at that time, it did not really there,and I search again through the room, finally i gott it at my hand bag, which I put it yesterday for attending my friends wedding.

Now, I realize whole story from the beginning, when my father ask me to be back at home, and stay at home, so that i can eat easily, when comparing if he did not ask me to come back home, i will be starving at the library because I dont have any money in mpocket as my wallet already left in the room.

Now, i realize,

Allah has give me some guidance and test my patience about how i will react through this incident and how determined I am to really get your work done, Yes Allah, I know, I failed this mission.
However, tomorrow, i will start again, and think positively, anything that happen to me.

May Allah guide me and bless my life and yours too.


Amin.

Walk away

Salam,

Dear all, especially to myself, how are you?

Lately, I realize that

When I start to search the thing that i want so badly,

at the end, I give up, and I still could not finish or search what I want badly,

and lastly, I just walk away.

This situation makes me think,

Me, myself, are easily give up, I'll try very hard and  at the end, i dont get what i want and I just walk away,

how. to. change this attitude?


It was really hard to keep going when you fail many times because you realize that the times keeps ticking and going away.

you feel that you are wasting your time, and thinking at the end you will fail again, instead of fail, you willingly walk away when thinking about how times really flies...

and yet, your problem still not solved.

Makes me really demotivated everytime i'm thinking about this.

Ya Allah,

We just plan, only you can approve it or not,
We just can make an effort, but last thing, you need to give everything to Allah as long as you are really depends your decision after try really hard to ALLAH.

Maybe, when I try really hard I forgot to include Allah too,
Innalillah,

Allah,Allah, Allah...

Wslm

How I ended up taking Halal course

First of all,

During my primary school, 

I have fill the report card and explains about ambition which i have selected back then was a doctor, teacher and blablabal (don't remember).

During my secondary school,

I got an offer from SMKA school which basically have to stay at hostel if your home was far than your school. At that time, the only reason that I accept the offer was (of course because my parent had ask me to) and I thought I will get many food during my school for stock everyday, you know...Really funny how a child just think about that, lay child think at that time was really unmatured..haha

Next, I thought being a doctor is my last choice, however, as your wanted it most, the road is not for you. Allah knows best for his slave.huhu..

Than, just take a step to a matrices phase, 1 year, struggle like a crazy an start to socialize like crazy too.hoha.but still not enough for me to get through the requirement for doctor level.

Then, start to look thoroughly to the list of courses only in one university(my mother make a choice for my study field due to the fees which was the cheapest university among the others )-basically my mother make her choice by her own but with the agreement with me. the field hat i remember which course that I selected was,1. fisioteraphy,2.nurses, blablabalbala .6.food science and technology7. civil engineering.

Yes. Food Science and technology, that was my course in UiTM Shah Alam. Never thought in my mind that this course actually exist in the world and I will involve in this field.heha..

4 years of bachelor, meanwhile the others only spent about three years. 

I am trying to adapt and start to realize that this is an important subject and make me excites once in a while.

The best thing was I had been offered a chance to experience as an exchange student in last year for industrial training. 

First time ever, me myself experiences independently at other country.

Will never forget entire life.hoha.

Meanwhile, the others have experience in the industry field and facing the industry world, I still in the fied of academician field, meaning that working on final year report again.

As my sister had inspired me because she had taken her master level before me, she also trying to insist me to further study also.  That's was the time when I start to feel like taking the same step as her.

However, after I had my convocation, I dont really have money to pay up the fees of the university, so I had to deferred my study for 1 semester and start to work for pay my master 's fee.

Struggling in the 1st ever work in the factory of food, make me realize the real industry world.very tough.

Should have high patience and work constantly. but new experience of course.

holaa, make my intention stronger to further study in master level.

you will know the difference when you work with the lower position and the higher position when you work literally.

How I ended up taking Halal course?

As Halal term itself is the most important in our daily life, I feel the responsibility as a Muslim to fulfill the requirement of Muslim to help society about the halal matters, whether in terms of science or understanding. As my field background also related with food, it kinds of related in some ways. Nowadays, people are having a lot of Halal issue regarding the ingredient was non halal and, there are some people not responsible with their ettique about Muslim society and replace the ingredient to non halal food such as pork for  the sake of saving cost and etc.

When we talk about halal, we will think about food. When we talk about food,  people will eat and they will become one part of our body. As a Muslim, what will happen, when you are eating the non halal food , not a thayyib(good) food without concern about halal matters, it will indirectly give effect to our body, to our behaviour and health. It really matters when people start to ignore what was actually in the ingredient that they eat. However, lately, people start to realize and concern about halal matters when information about halal was spread out. I was relief and will continue my journey to finish my research in this field.

My field is to find the alternative of the non halal food(pork) to be replaced with the halal source such as plant source. Hope it can be something useful in the future.
Amin.

Ok, that was long.
Sorry. Have a good night then.

Wsalam.
was done and inspired by Aiman Azlan-famous vloger

25 Blessings that I am grateful for

I am glad that..

1. I am alive
2. I am a Muslimah
3. My religion is Islam
4. I have a huge family, grandfather, grandmother, father, mother, brother, sister, younger sister, and younger brother, friends, teachers, nice neighbours, and nice place to stay.
5. I am studying Master in Science, Halal Product Development at Halal Product Research Institute, UPM.
6. I am staying at my home near the place I'm studying.
7. I have a tutor that can guide throughout my research for my master.
8. I have a supervisor which have a quite number of grants.So, there's no problem for me in terms of the money.
9. I'm glad before I'm studying, I have experience 3 month working at bumiputera's company and make me realize that each drop of the sweat worth every penny that you got.
10.I have a transport, eventhough it is not mine.
11. I have scholarship.
12. I have friends that can share happiness, sad or stories.
13. I have finish my schools not really successful, but still good.
14. I have money in my wallet right now.
15. I still dont have any responsibilities besides my parent(still single dehh, woha)
16. I have a laptop, a handphone, wireless connection at home.
17. I can speak, I can hear, I can see, I can pray, I can breath, I can feel, I can touch, I can read due to the physical appearance that Allah have create me.
18. I had experience done internship (exchange student) at Bogor, Indonesia.
19. I had join Tarikat for stronger my worship to Allah
20. I have my license car
21. I try to fulfill my parents when I capable.
22. I live at Malaysia without war.
23. I still have my memory
24. I can eat peaceful
25. I am proud being only "ME"

Regards
-just as the feedback from famous vlogger -Aiman Azlan-

Mood cuti vs Mood kije

salam Sejahtera kepada kawan dan sanak saudara.

Ye. Saya sedang menaip, 

Dan tibe2 terpanggil untuk meluahkan segala.

Seminggu sudah berlalu.

Ye masa sedang berlalu

dan tidak menunggu.

Pabila kulihat kembali apa yang berlaku selama seminggu yang lalu..

Isnin - mood cuti masih berlegar di minda, mood kije masih menyorok tidak mahu timbul.

Selasa - Mood kije cube atang menjengah di balik tingkap sambil tersipu2 malu untuk bersemuka.

Rabu -Mood kije sudah berada di hadapan pintu.Jemput masuk dan baru ade mood nak buat kije

Khamis - Mood kije semakin memuncak kerna kije semakin rancak.

Jumaat- Sedang semangat tgh memuncak buat kije, bile dilihat, besok sudah hari sabtu,semangat berkije terase lemah,kerna besok seperti mood cuti menjengah tibe2.

Sabtudan Ahad- tak payah kate, kerna mood cuti melonjak gumbira, sedang mood kije tersipu menyorok di balik langsir rumah.

Acane nak siap kije bile mane mood kije da datang tgok2..besok da ari jumaat??!!

Apekah...!!!

MOod cuti

VS

MOod kije

Ibu. Emak. Mama. Bonda

Mak,
Ibu,
Bonda,
Mama,

Ku tahu kau resah,

Ku tahu kau gelisah,

demi menjaga keluarga yang tercinta,

keringatmu diperah tanpa putus asa,

Kerjamu kau buat tanpa penat dan lelah,

Tapi apakan daya,

ujianmu sering datang menjengah,

demi menguji iman yang tegar,

Namun,

Bukan kau sahaja yang terasa,

semua yang menyayangimu turut terasa,

Sakitmu hanya kau yang lebih tahu,

Kesannya keluargamu turut terkena,

Bersabarlah wahai ibu, bonda, mama ,mak.

Kerana dirimu yang teristimewa.

Di saat kau buntu bantuan,

Pintalah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa,

aku hanya bisa mendengar dan melihat,

sebagai anak yang tidak punya apa-apa,

melainkan

hanya doa yang dapatku minta,

bersabarlah..
tabahlah..
redhalah...

kerna dirimu begitu berharga di samping Nya.

Kehidupan.

Salam sejahtera kepada kehidupan

Salam sejahtera kepada yang masih bernyawa

salam sejahtera kepada yang masih menhirup udara segar

Salam sejahtera kepada yang bisa melihat dan bisa mendengar

Kehidupan

Satu saat kita pasti berfikir dan termenung,

apa makna kehidupan kita sepanjang kita bernafas di dunia ini,

Apa erti kehidupan kita sekarang?

Apa beza hidup kita dahulu dan hidup kita sekarang?

Jika dahulu, kita tidak punya harta, tapi kini, harta merata-rata,

Jika dahulu, kita tidak punya masa, tapi kini, masa sentiasa ada,

Jika dahulu belajar tanpa kira usia, tapi kini, hartalah matlamat utama,

Jika dahulu, bekerja kerana keperluan, tapi kini, kita bekerja kerana bayar hutang,

Ilmu dipelajari supaya berguna di kemudian hari, tapi apa guna pabila, hutang keliling pinggang?

Hutang mengikat kaki, hutang mengikat hati, hutang pemusnah hubungan, hutang punca perpecahan

Dan pabila ditanya kenapa bekerja?

Semuanya kerana hutang yang perlu dibayar,

apa guna belajar, jika kerja yang dibuat kini sengsara,

Apa guna kerja jika kita mengeluh sentiasa?

Apa guna belajar, jika harapkan gaji yang tinggi semata?

Apa guna nampak bergaya, tapi semuanya hutang belaka.

Apa guna ada harta, tapi tidak membawa kita ke syurga.

apa guna ada ilmu, tapi tidak memwa kita dekat padaNya

Apa guna ada akal, tapi kita tidak mengingatiNya

Apa erti kehidupan jika tiada Dia Yang Maha Kuasa di hati kita..

ALLAH. ALLAH. ALLAH

Ramadhan

Salam sejahtera kepada diri, kepada iman,kepada hati, kepada otak, kepada semuanya.

Ramadhan.

Penuh barakah

Namun

 apa tandanya pabila hati tidak terasa apa?

Apa maksudnya masa berlalu tanpa sedar?

Apa ertinya pabila mata melihat keindahan tanpa perasaan?

Apa yang terjadi pabila buka puasa tanpa rasa nikmatnya?

Apa yang sedang berlaku pabila terawikh dianggap solat sunat biasa?

Apa maknanya jika tidur selepas sahur dianggap tiada apa-apa?

Apa yang berlaku jika hati tiada rasa apa - apa bilamana ayat Al-Quran diudara?

INNALILLAHIWAINNAILAIHIRRAJIU'N

itu semua tanda

Hati sudah keras ala BATU.

Risaulah anda

Kerna

Bulan Barakah bakal meninggalkan kita

Pahala berganda akan terlepas

Masa tidak pernah tunggu sesiapa

Maut tidak kenal akan usia


Nau'zubillah

Ya Allah,
Ku mohon tunjukkanlah aku ketenangan dalam bulan muliamu ini
Ya Allah,
Ku Mohon ampunkan diriku yang penuh dosa,
Ya Allah,
Lembutkan ati kerasku,
Ya Allah,
Hanya kepada Kau ku mohon segalaNya.
Hidupku, matiku, hanya kernaMu Ya Allah

Wasalam..

Ramadhan menjelma

Alhamdullillah,

setahun sudah berlalu.

Ya. setahun sudah berlalu daripada Ramadhan yang lalu,

Ya, masa juga telah berlalu.

Apa yang berlaku sepanjang setahun yang lalu?

Sudah dipertingkatkah ibadah dari pada masa dahulu?

apa yang beza hari ini dan dahulu,

Hanya Dia yang lebih tahu.

Target di bulan Ramadhan:

1) Tidak tidur selepas sahur
2) Khatam Al-Quran skurang sekali
3) Kuranngkan masa surf internet bende yg 'lagha'
4) Fokus writing
5) Banyakkan membace Al-Quran beserta maknanya
6) Target to finish overall labwork this month
7) Try finishkan paper .mesti finish by this month

Insyaallah.
Kite hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan tapi perlu ada usaha + tawakkal + doa .

Moga Allah permudah.

Amin

Wasalam

Pe-Lu-Ang

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Di saat kau diberi peluang untuk mencerahkan diri, untuk kau keluar dari gelisah dan resah,

Kau lepaskan peluang yang diberi begitu sahaja.

Kau pergi membiarkannya begitu sahaja

Kau mengambil mudah dan sambil lewa kerana disangka hujan pasti datang kembali.

Namun apakan daya.

terkadang, kemarau yang melanda.

Baru kau terngadah dan menangis meminta hujan kembali.

namun itu semua telah berlalu dan terlambat.

Jangan kau biar berlalu peluang begitu sekali lagi.

Jangan ikut kata nafsu

kerana hati merana.

jangan ikut kata emosi kerana selamanya tidak pasti.

Tetapkan hati mu pada Allah. segala pasti mudah dan stenang.

Apa guna ijazah di tangan kerna hari ni kau tidak menggunakan masa kau sebaiknya.

Apa kau ingat masa akan datang kembali .

Agar kau boleh mengulangi apa yang kau inginkan pada saat itu.

Aku perlukan semangat.

Allah.

Allah

Allah.

 Segala kekuatan yang diberi hanya dari Dia yang Mutlak.

Allah Yang maha Kuat.

Allah Yang maha Perkasa.

Allah yang berdiri dengan sendiri.

Segala-gala pujian hanya untuk-Mu ya Allah.

25

Salam,

Sejahtera kepada semua,

25 tahun

1/2 dekad telah ku lalui.

Syukur pada Mu ya Allah, ku masih diberi peluang untuk menghirup udara segar di atas bumi mu ini..

Sekejapp betul masa berlalu, aku masih ingt lg saat aku menyambut hari lahir yg k 10 di taman tasik titiwangsa, memakai gaun yang kembang, ta pernah dipakai oleh org pada zaman tersebut.

MAsih segar di dalam ingatan ku ketika waktu matrik, kawan memberi kejutan ddengan membawa kek masuk ke dalam bilik..ketika itu, aku hanya berusia 18thun sahaje...

Betapa cepat masa berlalu...

030313

RamaDHan..2012

Salam sejahtera kepada Blog ku yang berhabuk..
ape khabar?

moga sehat hendaknye..kepada kalian yang membca mahupon yang tidak membaca..

Alhamdulillah...bersyukur kepada Allah..
aku diberi kesempatan ini untuk menikmati Ramadhan mu ya Allah..
Ampunkan segala dosaku yang telah ku lakukan selama di dunia ini..
Ku mohon padamu ya Allah..
Mudahkan lah perjalanan ku di dunia ini..

Aku sedar..
aku semakin menjauhi diriMu ya Allah..
Aku semakin hilang di pandangan Mu ya Allah..
Diriku yang menyebabkan semua ini berlaku..
tiada siapa yang patot dipersalahkan..
melainkan diriku...
Ape yg telah ku lakukan..selama ini ya allah..


Andai diriku tidak bernafas lagi pada esok hari,
ku mohon ya Allah..
ampunkan lah dosaku ya Allah..


BUMI BERPUTAR DI PAKSINYA..DENGAN IZINMU YA aLLAH..
Aku bernafas di bumi Mu ini Ya Allah..atas kasih redhaMu ya Allah..
Aku diberi peluang merasai nikmat di atas hidupmu ini Ya Allah...

terima kasih ya Allah..



AllahuAkbar..

hari ni aku rase macam banyak melukan hati orang sekeliling aku,
bukan satu mahupun dua, tapi 3 dan lebih..

Ya Allah, satu dosa, melamabgkan setitik hitam di hati, kalo 3 atau 4 untuk satu hari,
kalo satu minggu dah 21 titik..
kalo sebulan 90 titik..banyaknye...

Ya Allah..semakin hitam hatiku ini..

Research

Research

Yes.

I am in the middle of research.

Why I have to stop?

Why I'm so lazy?

You dont have a clear mind as usually people say.

But, the emotionally to get inspired become lacks when my co SV not around.

But you know what.

I have expected this situation will come later.

and now this is the time.

the time that I need to be independent.

I 'll try my best here.

May Allah gives me strength and rahmah in my daily life.

Amin.

Insyaallah

Smartphone

Salam Sejahtera.

Smart phone make you addicted.
Smartphone makes you closed to other people.
Smartphone is free to connect with other when you can online.
Smartphone make you not focus.
You can focus without smartphone.
You can get what you want without smartphone.
However, smartphone will make your 'live' communication become bad.
You will be closed with far people, but you will become far from people that surrounds you.
You will ignore people opposite you, besides you.
You are playing without exercise.
You are expose to radiation more often than usual.
Your mind become so closed, can't really seen what happen to the outside world.
You will become jealous with instagram.
You will feel down, when people not really online or can't reply your message.
Then, finally you realize,
what do I do in my life?
try to compare your day without smartphone back then and now, when you have one.
Is it bad ? or not bad?
is it worth buy or not?

For me,
I need to be disciple in order to control the behaviour for looking and try to hold yourself without being too sociable.

Please.
Forgive me Ya Allah

Regards.

Motivated vs demotivated

Salam sejahtera,

Moga kalian baik dan sentiasa berada dalam rahmat-Nya selalu. =)

De-motivated

Hp.sd card prob. wat hal taleh transfer k lptop.
Lptop.bervirus. merbahaya.
bapak punye laptop pon kne virus. laptop kne virus simpati jd lebih. dulu da bawak pegi betul.patu kne balik. sakit emosi.sakit otak pk.risau terlebih. sbb pe? mgkn dosa pon terlebih. sbb tu jd mcmni.
Balasan katenye.
Writing kne submit. ye. submit. submit. kenape nk cuak? mmg da mase kne anta pon.
mgkn sbb tanak rase risiko tu lagi. maka sambil lewa. tapi mase tak tunggu. n tarekh submit smkin dekat. n lagi dekat. lg stress. lg stress. otak penat. badan penat. mental leh jd ta betol.
bahaye.anda tade pilihan. anda memang kne buat. jika tidak anda gagal.
ye. walaupon tidak sempat habiskan bulan ini. anda kne berterus terang. bukan sembunyi di sebalik selimut yang tebal da tidur ta hingat dunie.Sile keluar dari selimut da berlari di luar kota.

Motivated.
Orang lain sanggup berpulun untuk cuba habiskan pelajaran sebaik mgkn. cuba survive untuuk bayar yuran pengajian. anda?
Orang lain hanya terpaksa makan nasi dan air putih sepanjang hari, tapi anda?
Orang lain bersusah payah menghitung hari untuk habis , tapi anda?
Orang lain terpaksa menghadapi supervisor yg tidak bersefahaman, tapi anda?
Orang lain banyak kali tu tajuk penyelidikan, tapi anda?
Orang lain dkejari hutang sekeliling pinggang, tapi anda?
Orang lain cuba sebaik mungkin untuk belajar tapi anda?

Ya Allah,
MAsih kurang bersyukur lagi hambamu ini terhadap nikmat yang telah kurniakan padaku.
Ampun Ya Allah, Ampunkan dosaku.
Bersyukur aku atas segala nikmat yang dikurniakan atas dunia ini.
Matikan aku dengan iman di dalam hatiku kepadaMu.

Amin.

Allah gives me warning . Alhamdulillah

Salam sejahtera.

selfish. ignorant. arrogant. delay. careless.extravagant.

Negative word.
Bad habit.
Not good feeling.
Syaitan like.

Yes.
i had feel those feeling nowadays.
I know. It is wrong. But you will not noticed until there are an effect after you had those feelings.

Yesterday.
I've got warning from Allah.
Because nowadays I am too comfortable with what I have.
I start spend money eventhough that is not what I need. That just what I want.That was nafs playing part.
The result was I'm not satisfied with what I had buy.

Second.
I'm going to shopping mall to finish the voucher book.
And the end. the date was closed.
this time I found that, I delayed the time when I should buy at the first place.
Again. I feel not comfortable.

Third.
I had buy latte drink on the same day.
and eat alone in the food court.
The drink that I had only take a few sip, I forgot to bring together with me and just left behind on the table.
When I was realized, I was already at parking lot.
Again. I'm wondering, why is it happening in a row?
Yes, here I am being selfish. why? let just be  me and Allah knows about that.

Yes.
Allah gives me a warm warning.

I'm thinking that Allah shows His Power, when the things is not for you, it is meant not belong to you.
He can make you forgot only for a blink of an eye, and make you remember again, with a blink of an eyes also.
Yes. AllahuAkbar!

I've done a sin these days.
Ya Allah, please forgive your slave and clean my heart to be clean and clear from whisper of syaitan.
Please guide me Ya Allah.

Amin.

Malas. Bertangguh. Mengelak. Masa berlalu

Salam, sejahtera,

Apa khabar?

Lamenye terase ta menaip kat sini. bleh kire dengan jari. tahun ni berapa saje kali tulis.

ok.

aku ta blur.

aku cuma malas.

aku cuma takut.

takut menghadapi risiko.

walaupun sedang menghadapi.

ye. aku takut.

Aku masih takut.

Bila aku takut.

aku bertangguh.

Aku ta mahu berfikir.

Supaya saya dapat mengelak dari berfikir.

namun, saya juga terlupa.

masa terus berlalu.

Masa tidak menunggu.

Hakikatnya, masa tidak pernah menunggu,

kelak aku yang merugi.

Kerna takutkan benda yang tidak pasti.

Namun, bila difikirkan kembali,

kau pasti bakal hadapi perkara yang kau takuti,

Kenapa perlu bertangguh?

Jika sekarang kau tidak hadapi,

Kelak bagaimana ?

Adakah kau bersedia?

mengapa tidak kau hadapi skearang?

Apa yang kau takuti?

Teruskan perjuangan

Kerna masa tidak pernah menunggu

Kerna masa depanmu adalah hasil tinakan mu skrg.

Teruskan usaha.

dekati Dia Yang Maha Mmengetahui segalanya.

Pintalah pada Dia.

Ya Allah.

Ya Allah

Ya Alllah.

Ampunkan dosaku.

Ampunkan dosaku.

Ampunkan dosaku.

Ku sangat merinduiMu..

Wasalam..