Things I am grateful and things I wish to dissapear

.I have a house that I can stay
 My workplace is near with my house eventhough it takes 20 min to arrive there
 Start myday with the time that I want
I have my parent besides me
I am staying at home
 I have siblings
I have friends
I am normal
I am healthy
I have eyes
I can hear
I still breathing
I have nice and good friends
I have feelings
I have grandfather and grand mother (both sides)
I have money (eventhough it is not much)
I still can live
I Have happy family

Things I wish to dissapear:
My debts
My parent debt
High costing goods
High costing oil
My feelings to the other man
My feeling towards handsome man
My jelez feeling towards the others who have partners
my addiction to network
My worry to the future
My worry with change
My doubt towards my ability
My doubt towards the others
My doubt towards the future
My addiction towards insta, facebook, network
My imagination without an action
My hopeless feel without trying
My fear without trying
My hope from the human
My hurt feeling without spoken out
My deep feeling to others that dont even know about it
My laziness towards the future
My unawareness about the currect issues
My wish being healthy but no action taken
My trust that is not high enough for myself
My worry about the others highly than myself
My condition when people ask me to go out and I dont have enough money to spend
My unconcern about religious, other people
Feel afraid of teaching
afraid to challenge
afraid of a new thing
afraid of changes

Yeah.
Its full of thought today.
Coz i'm hungry.
I need to eat more than sleep.

Regards
NFAR