Burst out with the question " Are you okay?"

Hi.
Long time no see or hear from me.

Yep. As the tittle mention it.

I did burst out with the question.

"Are you okay?"

This is thoroughly when i feel devastated and sometimes quite depress with the lives.

Not that I am not okay, I am living my life.

But considering the job that I got still not par with my background education, people seems pandang me like'slacking'.

But I am happy with my earn, but I know it is not enough for nowadays punye current living, and got daughter afterall, and of course the salary is not enough for me to treat other as it just enough for my living expenses.

Of course other people is concern, but what am i feeling rite now, is still KIV.

As my brother said, you need to start now, by discipline your habit, like starting to read every single day, it is challenging.

As time goes by, now I just realize, already 3 month I worked here, 

Do you get what do you want achieve here?

Do you want to stay here long enough?

You are doing the hardwork, meaning that, lift the heavy thing, today only done the 5 L work for cleaning the incubator, you already feels the tiredness, is it ok?

How about the experience, is everything okay with you?

Everything is okay, and it becoming more complacent, where you already in your mode ''senang', and you are not applying anywhere, and why is that?

Do you still need time to take for a while?

until when?