Thursday, August 22, 2019

Thieves!!


This man was clearly searching through one by one 's bag to steal anything valuable from the bags.

I still remember clearly the scene on this particular day during my Master thesis writing phase.

Usually, I will go to the library at the faculty every day to write my thesis,

On a particular day (Day 10), I did the usual thing, open my laptop, and start writing the whole day,

Usually, only 1 or 2 people will be at the around my space, and nobody bothers asking about anything.

However, on that day, about 5 or 6 people asking me questions which I realize its kind of awkward and unusual, like Allah send me a sign to go out because I could not be focused at all.

Of course, you did not realize the real thing at the time.

But when I finished everything, then I found my bag was not in their place.

I panicked like crazy. I start asking people around and block all my cards.

The first thing that I panicked was not about the money, but the notebook contains all my notes or findings of research that I work at that time.

It was like dreaming and flashback where all my efforts were wasted all at once.

I could not breathe properly and panicked while searching through all the nearby areas.

And lastly found out that the bag was at the outside of the library.

and of course, the money was a loss.

But I glad my notebook was still there intact.

I am grateful.

Does anyone have the same experience?

For researchers particularly, is this feels normal? #curiousoverload





#Throwback - Omma on TV!

I am proud of you!

Can you guess which one is my mother?

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Challenge reciting Surah Al-Waqiah & Surah Al - Mulk


This challenge occurs when my friend suggest me to do it,

She said that she feels the 'rezeki datang tanpa diduga' occurs as time goes by.

She has started recited it every single day since last year,

Knowing her last year, I realize, after one by one reward she receives in the short amount of time,

Even though other peoples did not realize it,  she felt it directly.

My heart was deeply in touch in an unexpected way without I realize it.

Even, I know about the advantage of the surah, my mom always ask their children to recite it every single day, but most of us just ignore it..or maybe only me ..ups..

As the benefit that you get for reciting all the surah mention  can refer to this link: https://baraka.wordpress.com/2006/08/10/the-benefits-of-yasin-al-waqiah-and-al-mulk/

Yes, I know, I take the information for granted. There are people out there who did not know about the benefits recited these surahs..But when you know about it. You just don't bother to recite it as your life is just fine enough now to ask more from Allah.

How arrogant are you?

You live in this Dunya with the permission of Allah.

When Allah gives something that is better for you, you just ignore it.

Pity you.
Poor you.
Arrogant you.

Now when I had recited it without stopping for 5 days,

I am truly touched and felt the 'rezeki tanpa diduga' as my friend's mention.

ALLAHUAKBAR.

While I am having difficulty to pay the fees of my studies, I totally forgot about my saving either or not I still have left money in the TH. - Then, I check the account, the amount is just enough for my fees. Allahu Akbar.

After I settle down the fees, there were several things that I need to do- without me realize, I settle down it within 1 day- Alhmdulillah, Allah Akbar.

While my family struggling with a limited amount of money, within these 5 days, someone asks about the house for rent, after a month the rent house was left empty. Allahu Akbar.

These things may seem small to others, but to me, all the process and flow during my phd especially, makes every little thing is important.

Allahuakbar.

May Allah eases our day ahead.

#challengeesurahal-waqiah&surahal-mulk
Surah Al- Mulk : https://quran.com/67
Surah Al-Waqiah : https://quran.com/56

Next target challenge: No sleep after subuh + Dhuha prayer. Bismillah.


Hamba yang lemah,
nfar

7/8/2019
11.00pm








If you feel DOUBT, follow this


W.R.I.T.I.N.G. stage 1





These are one of the many motivational quotes that keep me going to write my first draft thesis.

Some of it makes me realize


Saying that said like finish this thing now. You have other things that you need to focus on too.


 
*struggling*struggling*

First draft........

Let's wait for the correction version.....

Thursday, October 13, 2016

Moodd....Y?

Salam, 

Hai diri sendiri.

Apa yang ta kene?

Buat paper aka kertas?

Or paper aka artikel?

Apa masalah ko?
"Moody"

Bilamana otak dan minda bekerjasama xnak buat kerja yang sepatutnye kene buat.

Berikut adalah soal jawab hati dan otak bersoal jawab tanpa batasan.

Hati :Xde mouse nak buat kerja?
Otak : Alasan>takkan laptop xde tab yang bleh gune

xde laptop besa?
*alasan> dlu ko xde laptop langsung>ko boleh wat kije kat cc>skrg da ade kan?

xde meje beso?
*alasan>meje makan ade kan.

xde lampu putih?
*alasan>ade kat bilik kan?

xde makanan?
*menipu>ko da makan an td

xde air?
*alasan>pegi dapo minom la

xde ilmu?
PEGI CARILAH
INTERNET ADA
BUKU ADA
ORANG ADA

Internet xde?
Ada

Xde org bleh guide?
Tanyalah orang pakar / sv

Takut?
Sebab ape?takut salah?kalau salah jadi apa-apa k?

Ada fikir nak buat tapi xde action
Ape lagi BUAT LAH

muahahahaahahahahahaahahaaahahahaha
*gilo*

Wahai hati dan minda, silalah bekerjasama untuk melakukan apa yang perlu dibuat.

Rohani pon berkata : Banyak dosa ko buat ni kot, ilmu x bleh masuk kat tempat yang penuh dengan dosa, BERTAUBATLAH,
mohon pada Allah, PEMILIK SEGALA ILMU, PEMILIK SEGALA HATI, PEMILIK SEGALANYA.
agar dipermudahkan hati dan dilapangkan minda untuk melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan di dunia.

*hati dan minda = SENTAP

Ayuhlah bertaubat.

Moh.

12.27am suda.

Malam

Wasalam





Monday, October 10, 2016

Master complete Phd on the way

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang,

Its been a while i am writing in this blog.

Forgot the existence nowadays.

But suddenly my friend remind me about it.

Here i am. Writing.

Really.Its been a while. and now I am 28 years old.

Dont really feel that though.

Now. I am my 3rd semester of phd journey.

Ok.

I have completed my master formally last 2 years back on 2014.

Sharp on 31/12/2016 i've complete my correction and send it to graduate studies and successfully 

grad on October 2015.

However, there was a problem cause there is  a rule that if u want your transcript, u need to publish 1 paper at least.

I've been struggling doing it from my 2year of my master, and a lot of feedback and reject has been received.

And after submit it after 7th correction, and 7 month correction, got my answer where it was accepted for publication.

That's when the time I feel is the finalize step of my Master journey. I'm crying at toilet alone.seriously. That was the time, all your hardship pass-by like a picture one by one..


My samples

My workplace
(at this time, where I come early when people not come yet, and i go back my home so late when people already left, cause i'm doing my lab non stop)


First draft of my paper

At library, struggling for drafting a paper.

At this time, still fresh in my mind, 
where a thief come and take my wallet where i forgot and left it in my bag at storage room and i lost my money around Rm300
(which considered a lot )

But, everytime I'm struggling with hardship, I know Allah is very close to me, and always give me sign that Allah know what I've been through..

Data data data data



My thesis

After viva, 


Graduation



There u go.

The pictures. Each one of it, I still remember it clearly.

I found it master degree is the truly exposure of the how to face the real world that make u frustrated, stressed, meet new people, communication, make your own decision, make it through, eventhough u are not ready, just keep going, until u finished, when the end come, u will appreciate in a life time.

And yeah.comfort zone. out of that area.

And now, I'm facing the similar and much more challenging as u are own your own.

Independent.

And I'm still studying here and there.

Am still learning new thing.

am still learning, basic thing.

am still struggling as usual.

Pray for me.

Please.

Long way to go.

AllahuAkbar.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Student,

NFAR




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